First off, I want to admit that any
form of English class/writing class is not my forte. Any sort of argumental or
persuasive type of class was not my favorite. I never felt comfortable arguing,
simply because I feared being wrong. I try to steer clear of arguments because 1.)
if I do not know much about the topic, then I do not want to say anything
incorrect and 2.) most of the time arguments are with opinionated people, and
they do not want to hear your argument because they think they are right.
I have
always had some sort of English/writing class throughout grade school and high
school. Eighth grade English class was my favorite class. Most people think the
easiest thing to write about is yourself, but sometimes, it is not. We had a
binder, A-Z and had a project about ourselves for each letter. Writing about
topics you know are the best and the worst. Because you may know a lot about
the topic, it will be easy. Not the case. Trying to process all these thoughts
and ideas is hard, at least for me it is. When writing a paper, I normally like
to have a topic I know of, but not a lot about.
Being in my
writing classes always allowed me to work on my skills, and become a better
writer. Throughout high school, I wrote many papers (average 5-7 pages), and
gave some speeches. It was not until college when I gave a lot of speeches. I
took public speaking at Missouri State, and surprisingly, it was not scary like
most people would think. I gave persuasive speeches, and that is where I really
struggled. Trying to pick a topic, and making it appropriate for your audience
was hard, but delivering the speech was not scary.
In every
high school class, the teacher always said “this will prepare you for college,”
or “this is what college will be like.” Frankly, I would have to disagree with
those teachers. In high school, they always accepted late work, in a timely
matter. I was never really pushed in high school. Here at Saint Louis
University, they want to push you to the limit, they want you to do more than just
average. Late work is not accepted, and that is that. You actually get in
trouble for missing class.
My only concern for this class is getting
all my work done, and turning it in on time. I would hate to lose any points
simply because I did not print something out or I forgot to read 2 chapters of They Say, I Say. I fear that my papers
may not be written very well, and I’m just not a good writer. However, I do
have goals for this class. My goal for this class is to better my writing
skills, and to become more confident talking in class, or arguing about a topic
for Fight Club. I think this class will push me to really understand the
meaning of a word, and push me to get all my work done in a timely manner.
Madison, you had two points in your post that I could really empathize with. First, I know exactly how worrisome arguing can be when there is a chance that you are actually wrong. To combat these fears, I try to fortify myself with as much information as possible in order to refute all possible criticisms. Also, if you're wrong...then you're wrong. We're all human and young college students, and I doubt that anyone will really judge you for being wrong. I think you might be over-estimating the perfection of your fellow classmates, because we will all make mistakes, and it will be awkward, sometimes, but that's how you learn. And each time, you bounce back a little faster. Second, I absolutely sympathize with your problem about organizing your ideas. Sometimes, I like my topic so much that I have trouble organizing everything, and it just all comes out as gibberish and senseless. The intense desire to write the most persuasive essay about my topic can often topple my entire effort. I'm sure this class will help with your confidence in writing, and I think, at the end of the day, you will be glad that SLU pushed you so hard because you'll become so much more than you even saw for yourself before.
ReplyDeleteMaddie, I really understand how you feel. I too wasn't a fan of writing especially in form of rhetorical. The reason behind it is that I'm not good at English, and I'm afraid to be wrong too. But now, since I'm in college, if being wrong is what I'm afraid of, I would never be able to learn anything news, and how to fix the mistake you've made, that what my mom always told me... But anyway, if you feel afraid at any point during class, we can talk and help each other out. And once again, you are not the only one who afraid to be wrong, me too! But we gonna make it.
ReplyDeleteMadison, I can totally empathize with you in regards to debating opinionated people. Unfortunately whenever people have the close-minded view that they are always right, very little gets accomplished, and it can become very frustrating. I was glad to read that you are more confident speaking as a result of some classes, and I think that the goals you listed are very realistic and attainable. Best of luck!
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